Ideal ideas

A million thoughts run through my head. I'm preoccupied with the same issue all the time. I refuse to heed myself and I chide myself for not being true in the past. It's something that I can't really forgive myself for. I've been at the crossroads for more than a year now, and there'll be no going back once I've chosen. I'll make a decision in the end but till then, I still remain in solitude. I'm proving myself to myself but will it be too late by then? If only things were simple. If only humans were simple.